Friday, September 9, 2011

MY JOURNEY BEING AN ADOLESCENT!


[ This extarct is written by me but you should read it thinking you don't know who the person is, who wrote it ... And a hint, the girl in it isn't a teenager like I am, but she talks about her Adolescence here.]



My Life is a lot different know...
But it wasn't this way from the beginning ...

.. Had my messy days too!
 ....first, it starTed with a lill sentence saying, 'Your not a kid anymore'
I slowly started realizing I actually wasn't . . .
I felt as if the world around me was changing,  but actually the changes took place within.

When I turned thirteen..
I was the happiest n most excited ..
Felt as if I am such a big girl ... though ...
The excitement didn't last long;

as I somehow figure out the changes all around were not going to settle down so easy..
With changes in age, you experience changes of mind.. changes of view .. changes of imagination .. both mental and physical changes !!!
These changes bugged me all the while ..
I turned calm .. Quiet .. separated and lonely!!!

... That wasn't all I was always misunderstood and misinterpreted by everyone ..
It became real hard for me to bear with these hornomal and metamorphic changes which made my state worse each passing day ..
I was no longer a good mixture, neither with kids, nor with my relatives ...
I was frustrated, yet I had to face it all .. :(

..

My feelings..
All this while .. attraction .. love and .. emotions where rock steady by my side, they played along a good game with my poor lill mind..
.. "NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME!"
 ____ My favourite quote of those days..
I atleast used it 10 times a day because it did explain my state of mind so perfectly.
And so it does for every other teenager ...

During all my teenage it was just my fellow aged friend who did understand me, and no one else.. And now I've seen that it happens with every second teenager ..
...
Anyways turning back to my life ..

I no longer fiddled with my barbies and sat infront of my comp. playing dress up games;
I rather liked texting my pals and chatting online..
I no longer read comics like I used to when I was a kid;
I rather liked reading novels and love stories ...
I was changing. Changing a lot ..

I experieced so much all this while.

GooD experiences, BaD experiences ..SucessFuL experiences as well as experiences of real Disasters ..
And so does every other teenager ..

Then ...
I felt as if I was getting used to the problems and misfits.
I gradually learned to own up.
I had to face it, That's Life!!!

And slowly slowly things started to settle down .. and I started taking life the other way ...
I understood my problems and had my solutions too. I was growing mature..

I'M 26 NOW and VERY SUCCESSFUL & HAPPY WITH MY LIFE.

but,
I'll always remember my journey from a kid to a Lady!
MY teenage !

My Adolescence-
yes!
 ..no other word could define this better.
Its something which encapsulates the whole process of growing old in such a lill term.

...And now I tell you, this was:

MY JOURNEY BEING AN ADOLESCENT!

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