"I'm still there ...waiting! but, are you ever returning?"

I remeber the time, just as clear as water..
YOU.. ME
ME... YOU ..
how can I forget those days?
Resting in each others dreams at night, and waking up with the wish to see each other once again in the morning!
The days of my dream come true .. The days with the golden shine.. The most pleasing and blooming days of my life. The days of love.. Our days of love !!!
The days when we lived in our own word,
The world of our affection... the beautiful world, far away from hatred and all the evil-like feelings.
. . . .

I wished nothing more, why would have I asked for more? It was more than enough for me!
but people say.. "Nothing lasts long."
It was time for me to face it...
You didn't last either..
You faded like the ink fades off the paper when it is washes by water...
well.. I can say the time acted like the water.. and gradually it washed off all your affections..
You faded..
And poor me, my effort wasn't enough to stop you... it wasn't enough to keep you locked to me !!!
I still remember you said, "I'll never leave you" ...
Where you lying all the while?
how could you expect me to beleive that you were..?
Didn't you even feel like looking back once before leavin?

Still.. My heart can never beleive that you can ever be so heartless...
I still keep faith and wait..
Wait for your returning footsteps,
I still beleive I'll be able to see you coming back.
You will...

but then . . .
I cant ignore the fact that 'I am still not sure!'
And I, observing my state being a rationalist, being sceptic..
say that..
There the question lies..


"I'm still there ...waiting!
 but, are you ever returning?" . . . .