WHY ???

WHY???

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Thought it was all over..
You wished me a final "good bye"
I accepted that it cannot get right ever.. but then..
Why?
why do I still feel Your not yet detached from Me???
1 month back, I still remember that evening, we were over phone..
Fighting for hours ..
Trying to solve our doubt... crying... weeping!!
All that, was nothng, it led to the worst.
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You were not ready to understand, as always, you quarrelled, you argued ... screamed,I still tried.. told you everythnig, still youu didn't believe ..
I was all broken from inside, yet I kept on telling you the same thing. " I love you! " .. You didn't beleive ... I cried, you didn't react.. I howled for you. You were still quiet. You didn't speak a word... I was Thirsty for one sweet drop of your love.. but ...
.. I still remember..
Your voice.. First time I sensed hatred in them, I was weak, and tired of trying to melt your rocky heart.
You didn't love me, I still did.

I still remember..
The last word you uttered .. " leave me alone .. Bye. "
I still remember..
The bruise you made on my heart,
tearing it apart..
I still remember ..
You told me to go away. I promised I wont disturb you again..

But then, why???
Why couldn't I erase those memories ... ?
Why? why couldn't I move on?
Why couldn't I part from Your love?
Why was I still missing your presence?
why???

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You didn't love me. Yet .. I still did.
May be that's the only answer ...
I loved you.